Thank you for believing in us perhaps even more than we believed in ourselves during the days back in BLGPS.

Never a person with faith, hence growing up was quite a struggle for me at times especially as a kid since I'm always doubtful and uncertain about most of the things in life. I was once quite skeptical about your 'thing' called faith cause we were definitely not the ideal class to teach in terms of studies and conduct.. I used to questioned 'Yes, you do care and love us but do you really believe we can?' I thought you might be saying that just to avoid hurting our fragile little mind and soul...

Im glad that I came last Sunday, not only that I can get to see you for that one last time, but also am fully convinced that you are at a better place now, and that your faith in us was true. Knowing how much faith you can placed in God has made me realised that it is possible to believe in something or someone that you can't see or foresee so long as you have this 5 letter word called faith.

Apologies for my ignorance, for once doubted your faith in us, for questioning your good intention... I hope you hear me..

Im not a Christian but would like to believe what the pastor have said, that you have gone back home to meet your 'perfect guy', Jesus on this Valentine's Day... probably having a good time dancing in a mansion full of gold now... I shared with Judy and she agrees too... Well, I guess the departure for you is not a bad thing afterall..

Throughout your life, you encourage, you inspire, you taught us never to give up in whatever we do even till the last stage of your days on earth.

After your departure, you showed us that even if the outcome is not what we wanted it is ok too as long as we have tried our best to love.. to live... to believe...

Thank you Ms Phua for teaching me how life should be lived up to.

I will keep you in my mind and learn to have faith.. I know you'll be watching us all from above...

I wish all the best for your family and friends... Glad to know you left in peace and must be having a good time in heaven now!

Hope all is well up there for you Ms Phua! Rest in peace.