abt me

Its abt me me n me

1/27/2009

CNY

Woohoo~
its the second day of CNY!
Ate lots of cookies and meat..
i tink im getting sorethroat soon... ahem...
hope by drinking more water can help to lessen the pain im having right now in my throat..
had steamboat with my jiu jiu, jiu mu and cousin bros ytd..
dinner was nice...

played sparkling sticks with my da mei and xiao mei yesterday!!!

my da mei...



my xiaomei....


my funny da mei...




been so long le, still can light up!!! =D













hais, and now, im having slight running nose... im so scared~ =(

1/26/2009

恭喜!恭喜!




Moooo~~~
Happy 牛Year!!!
It's Chinese New Year today...
Ate lots of meat during the reunion dinner yesterday, so full~ -.-
Wish everyone 恭喜发财、万事如意、身体健康、学业进步!^______^

1/23/2009

Im walking on sunshine!

最近的太阳好大、好烈。。。
风,刮得好大。。。
可是近日我发现,自己身旁的事物都变得很美丽耶~ =)

1/20/2009

Finally~

我终于做完了~~
好累啊~~~
T.T

1/14/2009

結了婚會幫老公賺錢的星座女

NO.1 處女座
處女座的女人很有生意頭腦,她們在數學方面其實很聰明,會精算,最重要的是她們很懂得物盡其用的道理,身邊的人脈也好,多餘的物資也好,只要是眼前能看到的,她們都會想辦法把它們整合利用起來,而且她們野心不大,不會一門心思怎麽去做大,所以通常也不容易虧本。

NO.2水瓶座
水瓶座的女生個性非常的獨立,她們不會因爲結婚了就放棄自己的事業,而且她們做事業不是那種很物欲或者很有野心的想要賺多少錢,她們是自己爲自己活的那種人,她們更多的會爲了自己的喜好或者興趣去做事業,尤其是在嫁了人之後,她們會比較沒有心理包袱,這種輕輕鬆松,專心致志的狀態反而是最賺錢的。

NO.3魔羯座
魔羯座的女人很能吃苦耐勞,看起來不怎麽有個性的她們其實很有自己的主見和想法,不會隨大流,在股票買賣或者房産投資都能夠有比較穩健的收穫。並且,如果她們本身是有一定專業能力的話,一方面她們會在結婚之後依然兼差賺錢養家,並且在小孩年紀大點之後,憑藉她們腳踏實地的專業修煉,她們還可能在她們的專業領域做出一番事業。

NO.4牡羊座
牡羊座的女生如果選對行業的話,她們是很有發家潛力的。因爲她們對自己感興趣的事情會非常努力,百折不撓,長期堅持下去會很有收穫。而且她們性格豪爽,人緣會不錯。她們是那種年紀越大,事業會開拓的越好的人,年輕的時候可能還會因爲莽撞而錯失不少機會或者弄巧成拙,但是年紀大了之後她們做事會越來越有分寸。

NO.5射手座
射手座的女生得看情況,她們有點勞碌命,天生愛折騰。但是不一定是折騰在事業方面,也有可能是在社區公益啦,或者料理家事等方面,如果她們的老公很能幹很會賺錢,她們也樂得在家當太太,但是如果老公能力一般或者不會賺錢的話,她們就會扛起家計,奮力賺錢養家。

Hmm.. quite accurate except for the math part, my math is never good but i like to count money though~ haha.. Good, i can be useful to my future husband liao.. wahaha!!

1/13/2009

Few thoughts

i really have to complete one of my assignment by today no matter what. Mr Guk called last night.. i can understand what he mean and how he feels.. well, sometimes things just wouldn't go what we want them to be. i just hope things can get better, chinese new year's coming ya know? Lol..

Went through a long day today..
Morning lesson really drained me out.. Marketing stress me out..
i cant give up, i musn't. i know i know..
Im tired, but so is everybody.
People out there might be working hundred times harder than me now, i should learn from them. Just by thinking of those undone projects and assignments can already make my blood pressure goes up.
Dunno how to start, dunno how to digest, dunno when will i be able to complete everything.. Im lost, pretty lost. I must hold on. I know, I know..
I may not have good brains, but i can be hardworking to pull myself thru.. I may be slow, but i can have determination to perservere thru.. Yixian ah yi xian.. u gotta learn and understand ok?

Din went for Andy's funeral this morning..
Was struggling between whether to go for morning lesson or his funeral, i chose school in the end..
Hope Andy won't mind.. Sorry Andy..
I wun forget this funny guy..

1/12/2009

R.I.P

Received a msg from Tara this morning when i was having my breakfast..
Really shocked me..
Andy is gone le.. He jumped off from building this morning..
I really can't believe it..
Life is so fragile.. So so so fragile..
We used to bicker and joke around almost every time we work together. Tara and i used to have so much fun talking about him. I used to listen to so much of his complains about the work. We used to play around wif nareeni whenever we do closing during weekends...
This person, is now gone forever.. His parents should be feeling extremely heart-broken.. This coming chinese new year must be the most miserable one they ever gonna have... Minghui too, his best buddy ever, must be feeling depressed after hearing the news.. No matter what, i hope all his loved ones can pull through this difficult time and carry on with their life soon..
May you rest in peace andy...

1/09/2009

Pain and Fear

Went for a jog with sze wei yesterday evening after my lesson..
was supposed to meet her at jurong west sport complex stadium, but blur me, actually alighted at the wrong bus-stop..
-.-
haha.. i ended up walking to the stadium, met szewei at the bus-stop nearby...
we got there, get myself changed, put our stuff inside the locker, anyhow do warm-up exercise~
den begin to run...
i should have do proper warm-up before i run lor, i got stomach cramp after just one round of jogging! damn disappointed with my performance, stamina really dropped tremendously. can't even run 5 rounds lor. it's been like about 1 and a 1/2 year since i last jogged le...
is it because that im growing older? or im just lack of training?
waste all my well-trained stamina during my secondary school days le...
best is im now having muscle ache on my both my thighs... i got a cramp on my right thigh this morning when im walking up the slope to school.. really painful~~~
both my thighs is aching every now and then lor, especially my right thigh, get cramp whenever i uses too much force on climbing up the stairs or even brisk walk..
i need my stamina back!!!

feeling quite guilty today, din stay in class for the full lecture, left the class even before break starts... but seriously, they say jaabar's lesson need to go home to learn by ourselves again one, i've went thru topic 1 jus now.. hmm, still ok la.. nvm, will attend 2nd MA lesson on sat.. today is jus a exceptional~ yes, except for today only~~

我好怕。
怕自己无法在两个月内应付四科科目。
怕自己无法在限定的期限以内完成那么多的专题作业。
怕FA又会再次不及格。再次不及格就无法继续就读了。
怕自己毕不了业。拿不到文凭,找不到好的工作,就不能分担家人的生活费和减轻生活负担,好让老爸老妈放心。
怕自己不中用。

1/05/2009

努力!努力!再努力!!!

This is my goal for this year...



Yes, 我要努力向上!!!

Few more hours to go before school starts again!!!

Something happened few hours ago... like just happened yesterday only?
Hais, dun wish to talk about it..
quite shocked and hurt.. =(
need to start school with a fresh mind!

Was pretty touched after reading Mr Guk's recent blog entry..
He's really a good friend..
Hope his problem can be solved soon.. =)

1/04/2009

La La La 闷 song~

And it's 4th january 2009 now...
4th day of 2009.. hmm, and that means, school is starting tml!!!
Arugh......
im feeling lethargic, restless, bored, worried, confused...!!!

4 modules to take in sem 3!!
I MUST WORK VERY HARD!!! AND I HOPE I CAN BE MORE DISCIPLINE AND PRO-ACTIVE IN THIS SEM!!!
Im super broke now~ sad life man...
look at how pathetic i am!
studies no good, no money, so fat somemore!!! -.-

okay, i shall start to hypnotize myself that school's gonna be fun and exciting wif all the lecturers and friends around..
hey... did i mention, friends?
my dear kelly is in sem 4 now lo!! den trixie has gone to seek a new path.. no gals i can talk to in class liao... =(
Dillon!!! this 公子哥, will only be back for sch on 6/7th jan from south africa!!!
dunno wad can he do there.. watch lions and tigers ba..
Good, leave me alone on the 1st day of school in sem 3.

aiya, forgot to tell him to be careful while taking photos of the wild. In case he got too engrossed with the wonders of nature and the wild, in order to take pictures that is filled with life and passion, he start to lean his body forward in his jeep to take a closer pic for the tiger... then, alas! he fell into the bushes...
3 kind of scenarios could happen...

Scenario 1:
Dillon fell from his jeep into the bushes and den his body roll and roll and roll.. unfortunately hit his head against a rock.
Hours later, a lioness walked pass him and exclaimed: Oh boy, what is this funny looking creature laying over here? wad kind of animal is he?
The lioness actually had a miscarriage 3 days ago. Thus, she believed that Dillon was actually sent down by god to her as a gift.
So, she decides to adopt Dillon and treat hm like her own son.
When Dillon have come to conscious, he actually lost all his memory... Therefore, he believe that he is the son of the lioness and begin to behave like a lion.
Few years later, Dillon succeeded his foster father, and become the Lion King.

Scenario 2:
Dillon fell down from the jeep and luckily he wasn't badly hurt. However, as he was about to get back to his jeep, he saw a lion running towards him!
He knew himself that there isn't much time left for him to get back to the jeep as the lion was running like a bullet train. To ensure his family's safety, he decides to sacrifice himself. He begin to run to an opposite direction away from the jeep to lead the lion away from his family. The lion was fast, within less than a minute time, he was on top of Dillon already! Dillon uses his entire force to fight with the lion. After hours of struggling and fighting, the lion was found dead!
Dillon actually killed the lion! From that day onwards, people all call him, Dillon the King.

Scenario 3:
Dillon fell off from the jeep and lion saw him, run towards him den dillon din manage to hop on the jeep on time... Tragedy~

Lol.. joking joking la... Im so lame can.. very stress ma, sch starts tml leh!
so joke around to lessen the pressure lo.. haha..

Hais...
Hope i can cope with 4 modules.. Please pass Financial Accounting!!! PLEASE PASS ALL MODULES IN SEMSTER 3!!!
I want my diploma certificate by September 2009!!! =(

1/01/2009

Im tired. Entry is dis-organised. My entry is never organised.

It's 2009 today!!!
Gosh, time flies... and it flies like rocket! No, should be, zooms like rocket.
Tsk tsk tsk... what have i been doing for the past one year in 2008?
Been busying working and studying I guess.. that was the only 2 things i can rmb, hais.
Was especially worn off during my semster 2 in SIM...
Heavy workload plus very packed studying schedule..
Perharps that was one of the reason why i find 2008 to bypass me so fast?
Was living like a living dead corpse eversince i started schooling.. I guess i still am~ -.-

Maybe i'm not that capable to cope with pressure and handle multi-task that well yet, if i have the ability, i could have actually do well in studies despite for the heavy workload too. By saying work is the main cause for me doing badly in sem 2 might not be 100% accurate. I think i should be responsible for that too, anyway, i chose the path, i should settle it myself in my own way, and hopefully correctly.. Oh well...

Now, 2009. Seriously, my mind will be blank if someone were to ask me wad will i be expecting to get for myself in 2009. But, of cos i know i should work hard for my diploma cert which i will be hopefully be getting around this yr's sept... if , everything goes as smoothly as it can be.. AND, by saying smoothly, it means no retaking of modules after each sem, no problem in paying school fees, financially-stable myself, no conflicts in group work in every projects...etc.

But, if i were to graduate after getting my diploma, wad would be next? I've been searching for an answer for a very long time.. wad would be my aim in life like? i always asked ppl around me, some say graduate from sch lo, some wld say go uni, go find job wif gd pay, find partner...
hmm, thats all? i mean are all these aims supposed to be a motivation for them to work hard?
I know there's nothing wrong with having amibitious goals or simple aims in life. But, at this age, im pretty tempted to try on anything that im interested in, like even if it doesn't work for me in the end but at least i've tried and gain an experience for myself. However, somehow, there are some part of me that is afraid of trying. Not exactly that im scared of failure.. i mean, hey, i've been facing and getting dunno how many times of failures in life already lo, how scary can it be? lol..

Perharps i lack the motivation and confidence.. My confidence level has never been high throughout my 19 years of living.. i dunno the reason myself either.. lol.. i hope in 2009, i can be more courageous and confident in everything i do!