Ladies and Gentlemen...

I GOT A JOB!
I'M HIRED! =D

2nd Attempt.

My second attempt on okonomoyaki was slightly better than the first attempt...
though there is a little chao ta la, but overall it tasted much better than ytd's one!
the layers are more define now, im able to taste the crunchiness of the veggies better!
Im sastified! WOOHOO! =D

the one on the right side tasted better than the one on the left.
cos the one on the left was a bit chao ta, i tot by squeesing more okonomiyaki sauce wld help to cover the chao da taste. mei xiang dao the sauce yue bang yue mang! =.=
a bit too salty for me...
but NEVER MIND! at least putting the control of the amount of sauce aside, my okonomiyaki have improved! *applause applause*

NEXT ATTEMPT! NEXT ATTEMPT! NEXT ATTEMPT!

Side By Side.

My first attempt on Okonomiyaki! =D

passable only though...
i felt that there are so much to improve on...
the timing wasnt right, i was too anxious luh..
thought the pancake is ready when both the sides are cooked.
its only when i taste the first bite then i realised i forgot to make sure that the middle have to be cooked too.

heng the taste wasnt too flour-y... haha!
too much cabbage to cover that taste i guess...
luckily i like my okonomiyaki 'cabbagey' and 'corny'! =)

Control the proportion!
Control the timing!
Improve on the presentation! its ugly!
Gonna make a better one next time round!

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Guk. says:
anyway
thx leh
u motivated me
wowwwwww

BiG BiG hEaD~ I LOVE M&M! =) says:
LOL
no problem

Guk. says:
ok

BiG BiG hEaD~ I LOVE M&M! =) says:
I tink im one step closer to being a prison officer now.

Guk. says: hahaha!

Guk. says: i m a criminal?!!!

HAHAHA!

Fxxxtard.

今天的我，特讨厌自己。。。

完毕。

我的朋友。

Woohoo!

i feel great today after an interview for no good reason and i totally have no clue why...
I JUST FEEL KINDA HAPPY TODAY.
thats all... wahahaha...

been having these good old-fashioned cakes frm this really old school confectionary shop nearby my hse since i was young. used to love the colourful designs they have. but its been a long long time since i last taste it again. suddenly miss the feeling this afternoon, so i bought some home and held a reunion session wif one of them inside my mouth... yum yum yum... muahaha...

well, some of my friends who've asked me will know im back to job hunting again...
its with deep thoughts and serious consideration for me to make that decision.
am really grateful for lujun's msges and hongyou's call that night... i mean, there are times when i get really lost and indecisive about what decisions to make for myself... im considered really lucky to have friends around to hear me out, giving me constructive advice...

even though i have an answer in mind most of the time, sometimes i just need that someone who know me enough to use their words to hit me and make me realise what i want. and i actually feel relieved after the decision is being made. i need job sastifaction... and some stuffs that is hard to express. but i know i will know it when i find it.

im glad.
cos i know ive made the right decision for myself.
i have a clearer idea about what is suitable for me and what's not.
thus, no regrets.
WOOHOO! =D

and....

thank you hong u for being there, though you may not know me VERY VERY well (cos i dun know myself VERY VERY well either), u've been one of the few friends who knows what i want most of the time. U always know i know what is good for me and what i want when i dint realise that i know. well... not everytime, but most of the time la.
SISTER I LOVE YOU! T.T
you rock! you know it. =D

thank you lujun for making me remember how much i love my previous job. thank you for encouraging me to get a job that im happy with. but its difficult to get a job that i like la, since things always dint want to go the way i wanted. =.=
LOL, anyway, i believe that even though i cant get a job that i love, i can still make the best out of whatever im having too! well, not literally whatever, but the other kind of whatever... ya know? wahahaha....

oh and of cos, not forgetting CHUA GEOK TING.
MY. BEST. ADVISOR. EVER.
whenever i got really lost and doubtful, she will be one of the first few friends i call for help.
she never fails to give me constructive comments and amazingly, her advice always suits me the most. i always agree on the things she agrees with most of the time. we share about the same idea and meaning of friendship... if im not wrg. dunno why.
its either capricorn + virgo= perfect combo. or maybe great minds think alike. HAHAHAHAHAHA!
this gal is witty,practical, logical yet understanding and possesses the most ridiculous and craziest comments/ideas at the same time.
she is funny. she is thoughtful. she is sensible. she is sweet. she is cheery-though-emo-at-times. she is efficient. she is the potential rich tai-tai. she is the curly-hair gal....
SHE IS MINE. hahahahahahaha... =D
SIMPLY LOVE HER. OMG.
HELLO AH TING CAN U HEAR ME???
I LOVE U DEEP DEEP K! =)

im feeling more and more guilty now as i type...
there are so many friends around me who care for me and yet there is nothing much i can do for them in return...
sometimes i really wonder whats wrong wif them to treat an ordinary friend like me so well.
they have given me things that are more than what i can give them. never did they ask for anything in return. and i really appreciate it beri beri much. *sniffs*

love lia, cos she is always there to help me out whenever she can. never forget how she helped me with my horrible math back in secondary school days and during my re-taking of 'o' level math. love the way she tries hard to make the steps easier for me to understand better with those stupid algebra questions. hahaha! =D
she is always so true to all the people around. omg, why am i so lucky to have her as my friend.
Love you deep deep too lia!

love szewei, cos though she is blunt wif her words at times but i always know she did it because she cares. =) love her jokes cos she never tries too hard as she is already a joke herself. hahahaha... i always use my blog as an alternative to express my thoughts and feelings usually when im emo and tend to forget wad i wrote after that. never would i expect anyone to be reading it too, but this gal will always be the first one to get to me and ask me if im ok and make sure that im alright. *sniffs* thank you gal for your encouragement all these while!

love huizhen, simply cos i like her and all my friends likes her. hahaha... honestly i dont get to interact wif her as much as lia and sw, but i always feel good talking to her cos she is always kind wif her words. its funny how i could still rmb how i met her during sec 1 choir practise session, i gave her a a nickname called 扫把头, cos her hair was DAMN THICK AND DRY back then. LOL! was really touched when she offered to help me fork out birthday present for jackson in advance that night, (and szewei offered to do the same thing too! 这真是太感动了！姐妹情深！！！*applause*)... though i turned down their offer cos i really dun wish to take advantage of their kindness and it makes no sense too, deep inside i appreciate their thoughts very much.
thank you gal! hope ur kindness would 感动天，感动地 so as to 保佑 you for getting good grades for ur exams!

love judy, cos she always listens to me sincerely whenever i talk ... i mean, she really listens.
knowing that im super broke at that time, she immediately help me find kids who needs a tutor for chinese. fast and furious. hahaha... looking back at those yearsss i had spent wif her, and seeing her now, she have definitely changed. more sensible and thoughtful. and ahem, vain. heehee.. but its a good change! =D
whoa, i just realised that we are entering into the 10th year of friendship this year! have to inform chiewrong, melissa and karling someday and gather around liao! =)

i love my kelly too! =) i always thought i could never find a friend like lia and all till i met her.
those days when i was struggling between work and school at the same time. i could have died of fatigue without her!
she have a tiny body, but a big heart. and... a loud voice too. LOL.
always makes me feel touched and guilty whenever she says ‘娴，快点去做工！这里交给我们！’or ‘娴！小心工作，记得吃饭！’or ‘懿娴，复习得怎样？会吗？？不会要讲ah! 不要跟我客气hor!’ or ‘娴！来！我帮你！’or ‘娴！。。。’etc... what have i done to get myself such a wonderful friend?? helped me in class when i was in the same sem wif her... continue to help me when i stayed back for one sem... continue to care for me after we graduate... this gal have done so much for me but im ashamed to say, i have nothing much to repay her... BUT, i will be there for her whenever she needs me to! stay strong gal! u will get better! looking forward to meet up wif u and the SIM gang again! =)

love dillon and jasper too woohoo! without their understanding, i wouldnt have be able to pass my semesters and come so far... dillon, the most talented guy i ever seen yet. jasper, the easy-going one. these 2 didis, together wif kelly, created an enjoyable memories for me in my days in SIM. i always tot rich kids are either spoilt and hard to please or difficult to communicate with, they have both changed my perspective and im glad and proud to have them as my friend too! =)

tsk tsk tsk, i tink ive used up all my luck in life to get all these superb friends liao. shit, im goin to be damn unlucky for the rest of my whole life! but neh mind, in exchange wif good friends like them its worth it though! wahaha...

ive never been a person who owns lots of friends since young.
there was a time, when i was still a kid in primary school, i used to envy those ppl around me who have loads of friends around them wherever they go. slowly as i grow older and met chiew rong in primary 5, i begin to realised that its the quality of friends that counts, quantity doesnt matter anymore. i started to appreciate the presence of my lovely friends more and more. till now, i am very happy with what i have. there are just a few of them, but each of them is a rare find that cannot be replaced by anybody.
and definitely, im proud of them too! =)