But it's Christmas Eve baby...

And.... it's CHRISTMAS EVE TODAY!!!
The weather is cold...
Its drizzling outside right now early in the morning...
breakfast is taken and im now watching Sesame Street while blogging...
decided not to attend for the steamboat session in the end... i need to keep in mind with the situation that im currently having now... control yixian! control!
its gonna be a different experience for me on christmas eve and christmas day this year...
i'll be spending these 2 days at home... lazing around... finding jobs... saving money... yawns...
LOL!
ok la, its been a very long time since i spend both my christmas eve and christmas day at home... i've been busying involved myself with either work or with celebrations with friends on christmas eve and day for the past 3,4 years... kinda miss those times when i was still a little kid... i just spend these 2 days at home with my sisters, watch tv for the whole day... and that was enuff.... =) i still need to get wrapping paper for gift exchange!!! sian...
omg, i saw a cake talking to elmo... and elmo's papa mama! so funny!haha...

arugh, wanted to run today! so nan de for me to wake up early at this time leh!!! but the weather doesnt allow me to!!! saded... hopefully i'll be able to run tml!
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by the way, i got a B for my macro!!!
YEAH!!!
i've graduated... FINALLY!!! =D
received lots of msges from friends who are concerned wif my result at 5pm that day, that was so scary~
i felt so so so nervous when i logged in my student portal to check out my result that day, fearing to know that ive failed again... total nightmare seriously... but thankfully no! =D really thankful to all the friends who've msged me... thank you all for your concerns! =)
this sem is definitely better for me and all my friends who are retaking their modules too, everyone of us have cleared wad we have to clear! happiness is everywhere~ heehee....

the next step is.... to find a job!
feel so vexed abt it lately... told myself that the decision i make must be careful... it's not the kind of job that i'll be sticking with for just 1 or 6 months.... its gonna be a serious job! a job that can let me share a bit of my parents burden and feed myself... this is crazy lor... u just feel so eager to lead a better life, get a job, get a pay.... but u are so unsure and unsecure abt everything! hais, i guess i shldnt tink too much abt this but simply just go for it... perhaps things will go better this way... too much worries and hesitation sometimes just complicate things... however, i really must say, the feeling of unsecurity and uncertainty just absurdly come out from no where... ytd, i was feeling really difficult... i almost couldnt breathe.... jiu ming ah~~~ T.T
hais, suan le, just pray that i'll get a good job wif friendly people around real soon! =)

to one of my dear friend: hope u are feeling better now, its always terrible to know that u have to retake a module again, but u'll get over it very soon... cos after feeling so rotten, u'll get motivated to push yourself better... 7 weeks is really fast... if i can do it, u can too...
all the best to u gal!