End the year wif loads of fun. Goodbye 2009.

omg, its 31st December 2009 today!!!
last day of 2009!!!
2010 coming in less than an hours time!!

so many things happening in these 2 weeks!!!
met up wif geok ting a few times recently...
we went aston for dinner and some fun chit-chatting session few weeks ago... thanks for her recommendation, the food and price over there is simply SUPERB! lol... shall go there again and again and again.... hohoho...
den met up wif her again last night to town and she bought a fred perry shirt for her lao shu... how sweet!!! =)
learnt lots of stuff i dint get to learn in sch frm her... lol... stepping into the working society sounds like an adventurous trip... exciting yet dangerous... need to be careful when i found a job! =\

and oh, i had a really fun boxing day this year too! spent the whole day wif lia,wenghua, huizhen and hongu... lia rented a QQ and picked everyone of us up at our place! =D

we went to tiong bahru plaza to have delicious steaming hot steamboat at Rajah Inn... food was as yummy as the last time we went! really hope i can have a bigger appetite... haha... all of us... or rather, hongu, was talking non-stop during the steamboat session... more like a gossiping session.. lol... but it was really fun listening to hong u talk... cos he is vicious enuff wif his words! HAHA... the oily but yummy steamboat was wrapped up wif a generous portion of chocolate fondue.... lovely~ =)
den after realising that we have some time to spare before the ktv session at 7, we head down to the arcade to have some fun... after the fun, we head down to chinatown 10 dollars club for k finally!!! =D

we exchange xmas presents in the room and i got a watch frm wenghua! hongu got mine! had a really good laugh during the 3 hrs of ktv session... hongu wif his goddness, celine dion's songs... LOL... it was so hard to sing and so long! the way he put his lungs and soul into the songs he sings is so ridiculously hilarious! nt that we've not listen to his singing b4, but it really sound different when he sings in a k room... haha... the collaboration between hongu and huizhen was the classic for the whole k session... damn entertaining. but for one moment i tot im goin deaf. the ability of choir~ hahaha...

so, after the k session, lia sent us back home... took loads of photos at the back seat wif hongu and huizhen, it really helped to kill time! =D den, when lia send me home, hongu, lia, wenghua and i took several pics again at the carpark below my hse... now i realised i dun have any group photos of us! its all wif wenghua and hongu! GREAT.

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Took some blurry photos of lia when she drove thou....

Home sweet home.... =)

28th Dec 2009, a special day for me~

went to escape theme park for the first time wif M...

finally get a chance to see and experience wads it is like over there...

told hongu that i'll be goin to escape the day b4... he strongly recommend me to take the pirate ride and the other ride wif big splash of water... was pretty eager to try that initially till i saw the actual ride....

pui, that was scary... told myself i would never go try the one wif water... it was way too high!

den i wonder around the pirate ride for a few times... keep askin myself if i can really do that... but in the end... i didnt... =(

i tried the rollar coaster, superman, ferris wheel, bump boat and go-kart though! it was fun! enjoyed them pretty much! if only the ferris wheel is bigger, it wld definitely be more enjoyable!

Go-kart is really exciting! i drove it twice! i wanna try that again next time! =D

we stayed there till 8pm, their closing time....

Pirate ride, im gonna conqeur u the next time i come! =)

But it's Christmas Eve baby...

And.... it's CHRISTMAS EVE TODAY!!!
The weather is cold...
Its drizzling outside right now early in the morning...
breakfast is taken and im now watching Sesame Street while blogging...
decided not to attend for the steamboat session in the end... i need to keep in mind with the situation that im currently having now... control yixian! control!
its gonna be a different experience for me on christmas eve and christmas day this year...
i'll be spending these 2 days at home... lazing around... finding jobs... saving money... yawns...
LOL!
ok la, its been a very long time since i spend both my christmas eve and christmas day at home... i've been busying involved myself with either work or with celebrations with friends on christmas eve and day for the past 3,4 years... kinda miss those times when i was still a little kid... i just spend these 2 days at home with my sisters, watch tv for the whole day... and that was enuff.... =) i still need to get wrapping paper for gift exchange!!! sian...
omg, i saw a cake talking to elmo... and elmo's papa mama! so funny!haha...

arugh, wanted to run today! so nan de for me to wake up early at this time leh!!! but the weather doesnt allow me to!!! saded... hopefully i'll be able to run tml!
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by the way, i got a B for my macro!!!
YEAH!!!
i've graduated... FINALLY!!! =D
received lots of msges from friends who are concerned wif my result at 5pm that day, that was so scary~
i felt so so so nervous when i logged in my student portal to check out my result that day, fearing to know that ive failed again... total nightmare seriously... but thankfully no! =D really thankful to all the friends who've msged me... thank you all for your concerns! =)
this sem is definitely better for me and all my friends who are retaking their modules too, everyone of us have cleared wad we have to clear! happiness is everywhere~ heehee....

the next step is.... to find a job!
feel so vexed abt it lately... told myself that the decision i make must be careful... it's not the kind of job that i'll be sticking with for just 1 or 6 months.... its gonna be a serious job! a job that can let me share a bit of my parents burden and feed myself... this is crazy lor... u just feel so eager to lead a better life, get a job, get a pay.... but u are so unsure and unsecure abt everything! hais, i guess i shldnt tink too much abt this but simply just go for it... perhaps things will go better this way... too much worries and hesitation sometimes just complicate things... however, i really must say, the feeling of unsecurity and uncertainty just absurdly come out from no where... ytd, i was feeling really difficult... i almost couldnt breathe.... jiu ming ah~~~ T.T
hais, suan le, just pray that i'll get a good job wif friendly people around real soon! =)

to one of my dear friend: hope u are feeling better now, its always terrible to know that u have to retake a module again, but u'll get over it very soon... cos after feeling so rotten, u'll get motivated to push yourself better... 7 weeks is really fast... if i can do it, u can too...
all the best to u gal!

I love you baby!

Meet the cutest baby ever.........












My god-daughter!!!




k la, kidding... =(
After leaving Cookies & Monkey for 1 year plus, its been ages since i get a chance to touch toddlers and babies!!!
I was sooo excited this afternoon when hongu said he could bring his niece out for awhile b4 we get to jp! i walked to the meeting place wif an eager anticipation, and finally get the chance to see shermie!!!
baby shermie is not only adorable, she's friendly and smells really nice too!!
she's so charismatic that i fell in love wif this chubby little shermie at the very first sight lor! her eyes are just so innocent and blur, makes me wanna sayang her so much~ hmmmm~ her arms, her legs, her face.... all so round and fair!!! no words can describe my feelings at that moment, i just go 'wah! wah! wah!' the temptation of squeezing her tight in my arms when i carry her, is as much as the fear i have for her to cry in pain..... BUT SHE'S SERIOUSLY SUPER OBEDIENT AND SWEET!!!!
i wanna pester hongu to bring his niece out again next time..... wait for zeh zeh baby! =) wahahahaha.....




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results will be out tml!!! im having mixed feelings right now...
can't say that im extremely nervous about the release of the result at this point....yet.
guess that i just dun wish to face the fact that the day is getting closer... i really cant predict on how well or how badly i've done for my paper... like wad i've mentioned before, the macro paper was definitely tougher than the previous intake paper.... however, there was a few qns that i have revised and came out... im just really afraid that there'll be any stupid careless mistakes from me again... gosh, i always get unsure of myself again whenever the date of release of result drew near.... i'll ask myself qns like 'did i tried my best for all the papers during exam?' or ' am i ever gonna make it?'... etc. that makes me a weak person i know.... but one thing for sure is, i'll make sure i'll leave dms wif a diploma cert... i really want to stop this kind of life that im having right now... i need to move on....
tml's gonna be a tough day before the result is release...
im worried. =(
im hoping for the best...

Oorreeeo~ Oorreeeo~ Oreo!

WOOHOO~~~!!!
i've finally made my oreo cheesecake for the very 1st time!!! =)
been wanting to make one for a very long time, but studies always give me a reason to put this mission aside... now that im having holiday, I have the time to do it at last!! =D

went to supermarket to get the ingredients needed in the early afternoon...
den walked home wif excitement cos i cant wait to do my masterpiece....
the whole process was really fun! i enjoyed working on my oreo cheesecake all by myself! =)
the beating of the mixture was a really tedious job cos i have to beat it manually... because i dun have an electric mixer! =(
however, it gives me a greater sense of sastifaction as i get to see the mixture slowly formed... pretty~ =D

HOWEVER! the pan i used to hold my cheesecake is a bit too big.... so my oreo-based crust was not as complete as i wanted them to be. =(
well, at least it is good enuff to hold the fillings~
there can always be another try next time.
so, never be discouraged xian!
filling was obviously way too much to fit my base crust....
but i cant dump the remaining fillings too, that'll be so wasted. so i ended up pouring all of it on top of the crust.... but it still looks nice! =D

was really excited during the whole 5 hours of waiting for the oreo cheesecake to settle in the refrigerator... brought my cheesecake out of the fridge at around 1030pm...
the appearance is nice but i got so anxious abt the taste of my cake that i slice it in before taking any photos of it! arugh~~~ hais, i'll take picture for the rest of the cake tml then...
mama, xiao mei and i tried the cake... but mama cant appreciate the taste of cheesecake.. aiya, wasted... haha...
xiaomei said it was acceptable though... i find it ok too~ though not as nice as the one i've last tried from ida, my ex-colleague, my oreo cheesecake is passable la~ problem lies with the proportion i guess, too much fillings, made the taste too cheesy... the fillings overflow when i sliced the cake into pieces lor~ =( and i was so thrill to see my 1st 'baby' at that moment, i thought it would taste really great... thus i got myself a big piece of cheesecake, and i nearly puke after finishing it... -.-
really too~much~fillings~le~

i've learnt a really good lesson---- Proportion is the key, xian!
my stomach still feels sick now... =(
my 1st attempt wasnt perfect this time, great experience for me though~
and i definitely learnt my mistakes and have a better idea on the areas to improve for my cheesecake~ i'll make sure i improve on my oreo cheesecake on the next attempt!
i'll get better! wahahaha... =D

Make a new tomorrow.

IM OLD~~~~!!!!!
seriously,im feeling like an old lady who have gone thru lots... not that ive really been thru a lot yet, obviously.... i mean, nothing can excite me as much as before now..... wad's happening to me again??? arugh.... could it be exams have jus ended thus im having this side effects??? or could it be its been a long time since i meet up wif my funny friends hence explains my moodiness??
shit, i got to stay out of this.... =(

anyway, yay to the end of my exams!!! =)
thou its jus one paper that i need to take, i have to pass it in order to graduate... so the pressure is there... =( im pretty worried this time, paper is harder than the previous sem's one... those guys around were complaining on how difficult the paper was after we were released frm the exam hall... gosh, but i feel quite ok leh... not that i find the paper easy to cope wif, there are some qns that im really unsure of too... but im glad that some questions that i've revised and practised came out... ive put in effort and gave in all i have for that paper... not goin to get an A for macro for sure, but at least i din leave any blank for every qns... i TRIED...
but then again, the rest is up to the marker... im worried abt my careless mistakes! i wish i dun have any! hope they will not be harsh on us! i pray.....

went out wif hongu few days ago... jus some normal meet up... so nothing much to talk abt... but im looking forward to carry the baby next time we meet up! *jumps around* =D

had a fun outing on friday nite! went to PS to have dinner... these guys can really eat like a vaacum cleaner... we finish our meal in less than 1 hr time... impressive.
den we walked to the new shopping mall in orchard... 313! din know the mall is open till the guys say they wanna go... so we went... and the mall is having a 3 storeys FOREVER 21 over there!!! this is so exciting! i wanna go!!!! =) not that im goin to really shop in there though, its just so cool to have a 3 level F21 in sg... cos ive never been to one as big as this! wahahaha...
probably get back there soon...

have to wait patiently till the results are out... i really cant help but to hope for the day to come faster... no, im not excited abt my grades definitely, i jus wanna know the outcome, am i able to graduate or not? if yes i'll start hunting for jobs, if no i'll faint and go back sch again crying but still studying... and of cos i wish for the former one... I WANT TO BE FREE! ROOAAAR!!!

till then, there's a few meet ups coming up wif friends... gonna try to enjoy as much as i can~ dear friends, here i come!