I hope you dance.

there's one thing i hope u'll understand.
that not every right or great things u have done have to be praised.
i know u need lots of encouragements and support from others, esp from ur love ones.
however, to be honest, i think ppl still have the right to do wad they think is appropriate.
even if u think they arent doing the right stuff, and believe that wad u did and think is actually correct, that doesnt give u the reason to judge that they are not supportive of wad u're doin right now. we're not kids, always wishing for stickers, stamps, sweets and praises from teacher or daddy mummy whenever we do things correctly or achieve something commendable.
yes i dun deny, by receiving all these treats as an encouragement feels great and does help in boosting ur self-confidence.
but the thing is, we are all growing up le.
face it, u could do a hundred of good deeds or wonderful pieces of work now and have only one or two ppl who can truly appreciate ur hardwork and effort.
other ppl can have a nice loving daddy who can shower them wif care, concerns and love, while u can have a strict daddy who is fierce and always offering you wif canes and scoldings.
y is that so? u may complain 'hey! thats not fair!'
so? life is not, and never fair.
jus as when u're complaining abt how discouraging u are when they din show any support or understand ur thinking and intentions, ask urself, how well do u think u understand them too? try to put urself in other ppl's shoes, pls try. upon reflecting on those stuff which u have done, its not hard not to let others to have doubts in ur capability in succeeding too.
im not saying that i dun trust u, but i really think that there is no need to put up a big fuss wif ur family members over such things.
they are ur family afterall, i believe they do not wish to see u suffer too. yea, i know they may sound a bit harsh or too much with their words, i know its disheartening and painful for u to see and hear them responding this way.. why not transfer your energy and time from complaining into doin something which you really wish to accomplish?
like wad i've told u, perharps this is the challenge post to you by god, to see if u can overcome all these circumstances, to see if u can stay strong and prove to those ppl who think u cant that they are wrong, to make u a better son, a better brother, a better grandson, a better person and perharps, a better man in future?
ur appetite is getting larger day by day, how far can u go?
i know i wouldnt know unless i give u my support and listening ear even if it means to make myself a dull and boring person, i'll still giv it a try.
i know u wun let go without even trying hard to get what u want. and i clearly understand, u're stubborn, and u wun give up. u want to prove to those who doesnt believe in u. i know, i know..
it's a good thing to have a goal in life and be ambitious.
but i truely hope and pray that ur hunger for success will not devour ur true innocent personality completely.
dun forget who give u brain to think?
who give you limbs to move about freely?
who's the one who hold ur hands when u 1st started learning to walk?
who's the one who wipe ur tears when u cry?
who's the one who hold ur hands to write ur 1st letter and ur name?
who's the one who taught to you how to talk when u were urging to communicate to the world as a baby?
who's the one who feed u well when u're hungry?
i know u are disappointed, thus angry. i can see that u do are aware of the reason y ur family is behaving that way, therefore, u shld know what u need to do in order to change their views in u too.
as u are working hard in pursuing ur dream, aspiring to become that somebody, i hope u'll be changing for the good. the main reason for me to support u in doin this is becos i know u want to make it big and prove to those who doubt u, and ultimately, this is something that makes u happy! dun go for success blindly and hurt ur love ones unnoticeablely.
it might be too late for u to realised the precious things which you have lost when u finally make it.
don't make me feel that i dunno u anymore...