Hold On.Stay Strong.

撑下去

Get Well Soon, Lia!

Receieved a shocking msg when i jus board the bus this morning..
lia met a car accident on wed, she fell off frm her bike and was sent to tts hospital for operation and is discharged today..
my whole body frozen when i read the 1st sentence, so worried that wen hua is goin to tell me something bad has happened to lia.. luckily not.
though she broke her ring finger but i guess its already considered a bless le, things could have gone worse with car accident. jus get to see her few weeks ago during the bbq session, din expect to hear from her again with this bad news.
still remember the 1st time she gave me a ride on her phantom around my house estate, the feeling of getting on a bike is so strange lo.. jus a helmet on my head, nothing else to protect my whole body, felt so naked. but at the same time i was able to enjoy the breeze and the smell of excitment & thrill too, that experience was unexplainable. however, when comes to accidents, riding a bike becomes scary le...
haiz, hope lia is resting comfortably at home now.. informed hongu immediately after the msg.
i guess if nothing goes wrong we'll be visiting her tml.. haiz.. know her for so many years le, but only get to know her injury when she's discharged, damn guilty.. aiya, mei shi jiu hao...
hope she'll recover fast. =)
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slept at 5am today.. heng i managed to wake up at 8am n reach sch on time. if not 5 persons attendance will be mark as absent le.. haha... super stress lo~

Im a gal with wisdom.

I got 2 wisdom tooth!
the pain is terrible when its acting up, esp the one on my left side. =(
looking at the brighter side, its a good chance to slim down eh! =)

ホントはね- 奥村初音

「沒問題」是個很方便的詞語
曾幾何時 我成了說謊者
「妳好堅強哦」 雖然你這麼說
剛寫的MAIL 卻是無法語明的心聲
強壓著期待和理想在身上
裝作大人模樣的正義
無罪 有罪 我不知道
暖昧且壞心的現實世界
「沒問題」是個很方便的詞語
曾幾何時 我成了說謊者
每當被問到「妳沒事吧?」
曾幾何時 連笑容都忘了
一個人 彷徨著
其實我是在逞強
我是為何而在這裡的呢?
若是留神注意 今天我也正漸漸消失
計算 道理 最討厭了
明明不需要老套的話語
是敵人?還是同伴? 我不知道
這個溫柔又壞心的現實世界
「沒問題」是個便利的詞語
怕受傷害 所以成了說謊者
胸口顫抖得甚至聽得到聲音
沒有留神 連哭都忘了
隱藏著傷口
走過紅綠燈街口
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长大后第一样需要拥有的东西不是金钱，也不是车子。
而是一副面具。

A day.

EDM jus arrived today!!
thank you szewei... wahahaha~

i know there's lot more to come...
perhaps by walking backwards towards the goal, things will be much more easier cos i see no fear?

2nd day in Sem 4

today's lesson: finance and MA..
been studying in school for the whole day...
tired leh, but cant sleep, lots of thoughts running inside my mind.. =(
finance lecturer is different from the previous sem..
and i learnt carrot vs stick from this finance lecturer today. how cool is that? -.-
miss janice is teaching me MA!!
i know she's good in teaching, but the rest really depends on me..
hais, stress luh!

Sugar Dandy~

I came across this video yesterday...

Had a good laugh while watching it! Millie Small is so adorable wif her funny expressions! =D

Im bobbing to all her songs lately! =)

Bad Hair Day!

its my 1st day of school in sem 4...
1st lesson was microeconomics...
tink will get harder as we move on...
hais...
Projs are coming!!! =(
jia you, xian!
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gone to get myself a haircut after lesson today...
piang, that guy cut my fringe till so short!
even thou my forehead is high, there is no need to show everybody that de ma... -.-
i tot i looked fine wif that short fringe when i wasnt wearing specs...
i was wrong...
in fact, i looked like an ah dai when i look at myself in the mirror after wearing specs lo...
da mei was callin me ah dai when i reached home too.. =(
bad hair day luh...
aiya! dun care le la, i shld be worrying for my studies now le.. die~

Arugh! Im in Sem 4 now!!!

Wah~~~~
went back to sch to collect my lecture notes n pay for my repeat module..
hais, 300 bucks fly le~ =(
and after scanning thru all those notes for sem 4, im really scared n worried lor.
so much work to do for assignments, all modules so difficult, still have MA to deal wif!
i very scared i cannot cope leh!!! =(
den still got suan-ed by lujun for my poor results! i so sad liao still add oil.. =(
cant believe, sch's gonna start tml le.. want to rest more oso cannot...
im feeling restless cos i know the new sem is goin to be hectic n crazy!
assignments will pile up like mountain, got to stay back for discussion n stuff after class again..
Arugh~~~
but den on the other hand, i know i should feel blessed and be appreciative wif wad im able to do now... its sem 4 le, i really tot i couldnt make it till sem 4 initially...
who knows..
i really want to thank all my friends who hav helped me along the way...
be it friends ive made in SIM, or my old friends, they really helped in encouraging me n pull me thru those difficult times..
thank you kelly dillon and jasper for being there, they make school life in SIM a wonderful and sweet one.. i tot it'll be hard to make good friends in SIM but after meeting them i realised im really lucky lo..
if not for kelly's unselfishness in helpin me wif my schoolwork, i guess i wun be here in sem 4 le.. if not for dillon's persuasion, askin me to stay in SIM to give myself one more chance, i guess i wun be in SIM now too.. and jasper, thou not as talkative as dillon, he wld still give the encouragement needed in times of needs. =)
even for people like hong jie, dorcus, elvin, weili... thou im not that close wif them as compared to kelly and friends, they are still willing to offer to help too.. if not for them i tink i'll suffer from sudden death due to the increasing pressure gotten from assignments lor... Really grateful to these friends around me who have help me out for the past few semesters... im thankful to have them around... =)
friends like szewei, geokting,siokeng and joey, thank you for offering to help and thank you for all those encouragments and concerns!
they are great friends who is willing to offer their help as long as its within their limits, even thou they dun hav to. super touched.
so, yixian, stop askin urself to give up le, be more positive and stay strong! see, so many friends have helped u wif ur schoolwork in order to come so far, must chiong in sem 4 ah!
hais, i will de... but im really worried if i can cope wif all 4 modules leh! scary~
Jia You ah xian!!!!!!!