Sad Entry.

ahhs..
im having holidays now~ feeling kind of slacky and restless, i want to do lots of stuff, but i dunno where to start off wif?!!
and arugh, ended my exam quite some time ago.
quite shitty i must say. FA paper is rather tricky in some ways. MA, tsk! i din manage to do enough practise.. i know i shld go bang wall, but slow learner like me really needs more time to practise ah.. HR, i memorise all those facts n diagrams like hell.. lastly marketing, i jus give wad i have learnt and memorised,and again, accidents always happen.. to me! chances of me getting a F is not a surprise anymore. sian.
well, i've prepared for the worst. and am currently looking for suitable jobs for myself as i know percentages of me gettin into next sem is really low.
the thought of me not being able to get thru sem 3 kept flashing pass my mind ever since i started my revision. i know i shouldn't, but i jus couldn't help it. when u loses confident in the stuff u do, u'll tend to think of the negative side wad.. u have to think of a hou lu for urself oso..
during the revision break,i kept askin myself, wad should i do if i really were to flunk out from SIM.
im still searching the answer myself.
friends who feels angry after reading it, pls dun be. im trying to search. im searching... shhh
the results will be out soon in few days time..
and yea, im hopelessly pessimistic about the outcome.

i want to bake.
do DIY.
catch up wif friends.
make money.
save money. (my fav hobby)
learn guitar.
have a skill.
be happy. =) (and so many people put they want to be happy in their blog lor, sounds easy but its not lor!)

i jus found out that, being able to save lots of money from my hard earnings makes me feels peace and high! hohoho! last time i always thought im saving purely for the sake of SIM, but seems like is has become a favourite pasttime for me le! wahaha!!
but, im broke now leh. =(
looks like someones got to find a nice suitable job soon after the results have come out! yixian ah, since there's nothing u can do about changing the grades for ur upcoming results, go start lookin for jobs now and start to change the balance in ur bank account le!
im tryin to sound normal, even though its really sad to leave that stupid sch w/o getting a decent cert after payin them so much money...