庆祝又在开花了的小花~ =）

庆祝是一定要的啦！！！


美美的灯饰悬挂在餐厅的天花板上~~ O.O



首先上桌的是有汽草莓饮料~
原以为这是杯特别炮制的健康无汽饮料，没想到园丁儿们第一口所尝到的却是---汽！！！-.-
算了，至少味道还不错。。。
来，里外不一的草莓汽水，拍个照！



过了几分钟后，开胃菜上桌了！！！YEAH~
yum yum yum... ^^


开胃菜才刚上桌，主菜就来了。。。
将将将将！！BBQ chicken supreme pan pizza!!!
其实仔细一看，皮萨上以经过两个园丁们的加工，起司已被他们放纵地、挥霍地，狂撒在皮萨上了。。。嘿嘿~

食物都终于吃完了，饮料也喝完了。。。


但是

其中一名园丁还想叫杯雪糕

所以

他们叫了。。。

是杯奶味很重的m&m 雪糕 =S

吃完雪糕后，休息了一下下。。。

好了，买单！=D

过后去了游乐场，花了八块在夹玩具上！！！

骗人的，都夹不到的咯。。。 =(

花了两块钱在打鼓游戏，糊里糊涂的园丁们不小心选了个超高难度的曲目，超快的节奏让园丁们差一点把鼓棒都给打断了！！哈哈哈。。。

十二月二十八号对于小园丁们来说是个意义重大的日子,因为小花的花种是在两年前的这一天被栽种的~ ^^

所以在每年的12月28日的日子里，他们都会有个小小的庆祝，答谢彼此对彼此的照顾、关爱与关怀。。。当然，今年也不例外！已经是第二年了。。。希望小花能在两位小园丁儿们的照料下，健康的成长、琢渐强壮，继续的散发出淡淡却又持久又芬芳的花香~~

小花香香~

一年一度，期待已久的小花朵终于在今天即将慢慢的绽放了!
两位小园丁都为这朵能再度绽放的小花感到开心与欣慰。。。
这是小花第二次开花了~
花儿的香味淡淡的，但味道却能让两位小园丁的心情安稳和舒适。
花粉香味不需浓郁来让人对它的印象深刻，淡淡的花香已能足于让人感到心旷神怡。
两位小园丁们天天为小花施肥、浇水。。。
当其中一位小园丁生病时，另一位小园丁就会更加呵护这朵小花，让小花继续感受到两人份的关怀与关爱。
因为小园丁们深怕若疏忽照料小花，它就会枯死。所以两人从培育到种植，都是很用心栽培的。
终于，在小园丁们的细心灌溉下，小花儿又再次开花了！！！
能闻到淡淡却持久的花香，两位小园丁已心满意足。。。
期待着花儿的下一次绽放！
小园丁们，加油哦！=)

Goodbye Santa!!

After scanning through all the cheap cheap pirated dvds on the table..

Stupid Singaporean guy: Eh, all these dvds clear or not?

Pirated dvd seller: CLEAR! VERY CLEAR~

-.-
What is this guy thinking sia? It's pirated dvd!! Selling at cheap price somemore, how clear can he expect? HD quality?? And the seller of cos say clear la, if not say very blur meh~ sell flower say flower fragrant ma..
haha...
There's a chinese saying that goes,一分钱一分货..
You get what you give!
wahahaha... just want to blog for the sake of blogging today~~

Christmas is over le.. =(

Merry Christmas~

I don't want a lot for Christmas
There is just one thing I need
I don't care about the presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
All I want for Christmas
Is you...

=)

Dear Santa...

the time now is 11:54pm..
it's Christmas eve!!!
faster type my wishes..

Dear Santa,
Please grant my little wish please..
Though my studies have not been good, but at least i tried hard on every paper i do and i work very hard to earn money for my own expenses too..
Can say ive been pretty good as a child this year..
My wish for this christmas is to get a diploma certificate smoothly without having retaking any exams anymore.. Hope my financial accounting can pass this time round.. It's my last chance.. Help me please?
If possible, can u make my life easier a bit? Im not working right now, but i hope i can find a good job that is enough for me to carry a living throughout my whole schooling life yet enabling me to cope well with my studies..Maybe not now, but after my semster 3?
This is it. Thats what i want for christmas..
Can you grant my wish santa?
Thank you santa.
I wish you a very happy Merry Christmas!
Muack! ^^

Love,
yixian (singapore)

Tang yuan day~

Today is dong zhi, 冬至!!!
sort of a reunion dinner for chinese oso~
not forgetting to eat tang yuan too!
wanted to eat the amount of tang yuan same as my age de,cos its a tradition ma.. but halfway scoping the tang yuan i realised i need to scope 19 tang yuan!!! haha, i told my da mei n she say ''huh,if wai po eating den she need to eat 70 plus tang yuan meh??!'' haha... true hor~
today my wai po and jiu jiu and jiu mu and cousin bros came my house to have dinner...
jiu mu came down to my hse to help mama prepare dinner..
my house is so small, my cousin bro n da mei dun hav place to eat, got to find a space to eat elsewhere.. hohoho.. my house is so 'cosy' can.. haha.. =)
my cousin bros are so tall now lo...
ate a lot for dinner...
full until i cannot stand sitting...
wahahaha...
i want to have some more bai zhan ji next time!!! woohoo~
meeting pri sch friends tml!!! hope tml's meet up will be fun! =D

Big Big Hole~

Big Big Hole lo....
really... bought a lappy yesterday with the company of my da mei..
$1198.. but considered e cheapest in the shop le..haha..
nah mind la, can use happy le.. no need too fanciful functions..
wait till i graduate den say ba..
hais... still have school fees to pay...
got to eat less less, walk more more to save money for the next few semester le..
jia you yi xian... T.T
hmm, catch Twilight 2 days ago..
super nice..
kelly was saying it'll be real convenient to hav a bf like edward..
want to go where jus let him piggy-back can liao.. fly so fast~ haha..
looking forward to Twilight 2.. =)

debit bank acct/credit expense..ahem..

Y are there more and more people taking up accounting leh?
haiz...
i hate numbers...

No title

Can't believe...
that result will be out soon..
super low confident...

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Jp is so happening now with its new extension!!!
so many new shops in the mall lo..
can get things without heading down to other malls liao..haha..
sometimes i wonder how come east side can have two big malls linked together but west side dun hav~ no worries now eh! Woohoo~

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saw geokting wif her bf in jp today...
she looked so happy and blessed now..
rong guang huan fa~ so good, love life and studies can balance so well..
she's graduating soon lo.. moving on to uni after poly sia..
so proud of her! ^^
but, me leh?
hais..

Do you know...

Bisexual is actually a form of cancer.
Just like any form of cancer cells in our body that is awaiting to be outburst and develop.
Therefore, for those who discovered themselves that they are beginning to like people of their own sex, it means the cancer cells inside their body have burst. For those who is still going for opposite sex, the cells inside your body might burst out one day too wor!
SO, we can say that, everyone has a potential to become a bi!
Not joking, it's scientifically proven.
Hmm.. interesting isn't it?
special thanks to Mr.Guk for his valuable information.. =)

The weather is cold~

Have yourself a merry little christmas... =)

I want. I want. I want want want!

I...

want to...

spend my holiday wisely...

meet up all my primary sch n secondary sch friends...

go beach on a sunny day! (though it's unlikely to happen in this season..hais~)

visit beeeaautiffull night sceneries in singapore...

have my bank account balance to increase bit by bit every month w/o working... heehee..

get an oven to learn how to bake...

get a laptop IF i can proceed to sem 3...

have a aim in life...

be courageous...

hmm, thats all for now.
will add on when i remember more. =)

刘婆婆说。。。

前阵子在上网时无意间发现了一个旧同学的博客。
从朋友口中得知她已身为人妇/母后，就对她的生活感到好奇。
毕竟，她才19岁。

其实当我们中学毕业之后，就陆续听到我们学校的某某班同学已结婚了。
再过几天，又听到另某某同学当了爸爸或妈妈了。
是很普遍啦。
可是我会在想，他们在听到自己将要有个小baby时，心情会是怎样的呢？
会因为和爱人有了爱情的结晶而感兴奋吗？
会担忧没那个能力去抚养一个孩子长大吗？
会怕负荷不了养家的重担吗？
会因觉得自己还年轻而蒙起不想负责任的念头吗？
会怕外人、甚至是亲友的闲言闲语吗？

在结婚的前一晚，会想说对方是否就是那对的人？
自己是否能与对方相处一辈子？
能否一起厮守，白头到老？
可以爱他/她到永远吗？

我真的很想知道。。。
在读完旧同学A的日志后，我又有了一种领悟。

有些事，如果不去想或奢求太多的话，日子会比较好过一些。
人，也会活得比较开心。

我想，在爷爷奶奶的年代里，如果在婚前肚子里有了孩子，奉子成婚事唯一的选择。
而在他们的年代来讲，早婚生子是件蛮普遍的事。
对男方而言，婚后就必须扛起养家的重担，要会疼老婆孩子，爱家。
对女方来说，婚后就必须呆在家里，向夫教子，当个贤内助。
那个年代的他们，很传统。
也很简单、单纯。

或许因为他们没念什么书，所以对于人生也没什么抱负。
又或许，那时男强女弱，女方在怀孕时如果不投靠男方的话，在未婚生子的情况下可是会会饱受欺辱的。对于一个女孩子家来讲，这是件见不得光的事。而对于男方来说，男子汉必须敢做敢当，当时的大男人主意也展现了出来。

就这样，即使再怎么辛苦，夫妻俩都能把孩子抚养成人。对于孩子的期许，也只是希望个个都能健健康康的成长。没赚大钱没利没关系，最重要的是有个正当的职业，不游手好闲、变成社会败类就行了。这句话，虽然老套，却是每个父母对孩子最真诚的希望。

而，对于现在奉子成婚的年轻夫妇来讲，当一知道自己即将结婚生子，步入人生的另新一篇章时，心中的担忧会不会比上一辈还来得强呢？现在的青年应该没几个会想要早婚吧？尤其是男生，好玩得要死。。。 嘿嘿~

在旧同学A 的博客里，不管是在怀孕中的她，还是待产的她，或是产后的她，文字里，都没有一刻是显露出不开心的。当然，她也有初次怀孕时的不安，和老公吵架时的不愉快，我觉得她还蛮乐在其中的。可能在她的内心深处，会因为不能和朋友一样继续深造而感惋惜。但我想，有个那么可爱又健康的小baby,还有那么疼她的好丈夫，即使身活再多么的苦，她所拥有的幸福家庭给予的爱应该可以填补她人生中的一些些的遗憾吧！

或许，在别人的眼中，这些年轻的daddy, mummy这么早成家似乎很不理智，凭着一张中学文凭就得踏出社会打工赚钱持家，前途已毁了一半。但是，我却还蛮佩服他门的坚强与对于生命的尊重。虽然没有什么了不起的大学文凭，打的也不是什么了不起的白领工作，在我的眼里，他们所经历过的这一切精彩人生，不是每个人都能体验的。他们所拥有的勇气，也不见得你我都能提得起。
简单的生活也可以很快乐、很幸福。只要你能知足。

Freaking Meal! Freaking Expensive!! Freaking Full!!!

went to this Irodori Japanese Restaurant at River View Hotel to have a small celebration for cecilia's belated birthday..
8 person were there..
was informed that this meal is gonna cost a lot few days ago, so was kinda prepared for this meal already.. -.-
ordered quite a no of dishes... salmon sashimi is SUPER THICK... damn full... jackson wif the 'ikan bilis' ! so funny! haha!!
the service over there is really good! all the waitresses serving us were so nice! kept filling up our glass of tea w/o us asking them to.. we were given clean plates whenever our plates are occupied wif prawn shells and drips of sauces... AND, their complementary dishes is totally delicious!!! ^________^
i did enjoyed myself there cos i get to catch up wif all my secondary sch friends... heehee...
however, when the bill comes...
$45 each.
Oucch.
freaking expensive la!!
hais.. but i told myself, its my best friend's celebration, think of it as a worthy and enjoyable one.. Hmm... so come to think of that its still worthwhile.. cos the food n staff there is really good, i get a chance to spend the valuable time wif old friends... feeling is pretty great.. though the thought of $45 per meal for one person can still make my heart aches whenever i think of it~ -.-
hope to meet up my friends real soon... miss ya! =)

An unhealthy day~

today's meal was sooo not proper..

BREAKFAST: TUNA BUN

LUNCH: took a cup of ICE-BLENDED MOCHA from sweettalk b4 i take BAN MIAN..
and im allergic to coffee somemore~
took few mouth of BAN MIAN only!!! no appetite.... =(

DINNER: NONG SHIM RAMEN CUP NOODLE..

Y leh~~??!

COS MAMA PAPA & XIAOMEI HAVE GONE TO M'SIA THIS MORNING!!!
will only b back on monday morning...

left me n da mei at home to rot... =(

wanted to cook spaghetti for dinner one... 1st thing is to get ingredients from NTUC... but its so dark n cold outside.. i scared~ =(
haven sweep floor yet, haven mop floor yet, haven wash clothes yet, haven fold dry clothes yet... roar~~~~
i was thinking, wad happened if one day i were to move out (which is unlikely to happen) and take care of myself without my mama?? i tink i'll b damn skinny lo.. lol... no home cooked food !
mama was sick ytd..
kept vomitting last night..
dunno if she's ok now..
hais..
i think papa know wad will happen to me n da mei w/o them??
he bought a few cup noodles to store in kitchen.. haha..

my house is so quiet now..
da mei came back home from proj work at around 7pm and gone to sleep liao..
left me alone here facing the cold cold computer~ o.O

Mr. M got marksman wor..
just gotten last corporal recently oso..
Congrats!! =D

寂寞考

結束十頁的筆記 記不住那一種感覺
桌上煩人的考題 怎麼算也都是無解
誰了解我 救的了我
空氣裡有個聲音 偷偷說你沒有用

你關心我的最近 說你也有同樣心情
面對這類的問題 我們總是沒有力氣
鐘聲響起 怎麼繼續
我跳不出相同邏輯
不斷追著我 一整個學期

沒有意外 一直重來
也許簡單還是一樣的難
說過的那些話 還是不明白
在諜對諜之間徘徊

沒有意外 又要重來
只好在圖書館找回一點浪漫
幽默的安慰著我然後笑著說
可能是寂寞它考倒了我

這是意外 我好想重來
只好在圖書館找回一點浪漫
幽默的安慰著我然後笑著說
就讓我寂寞考寂寞的過 寂寞的過
寂寞它考倒了我
結束十頁的筆記 寂寞還在我身邊

***詞曲 盧廣仲
say no more...

GoodBye & hello

yesterday was my last day of work in cookie monkey..
my 1st customer for the day is a gal from cambodia named ling..
last customer is a angmoh boy from dunno wad country, very cute!! dunno how to walk yet still..
his daddy n mummy is young n hot oso~ cool huh..
tried my best to train those new gals as much as i could before i leave le..
hope they can make it..
hais.. i'll miss the children.. =(

new boss came down wif her maid last evening..
surprisingly, she chatted a lot wif me!!
shared wif me her stories.. and erm,ask me to go church oso..
-.-
i see a different side of her yesterday..
was touched by her motherly love too..
mayb she's not that bad afterall..
lin is so blessed to have aunty annie as her mummy..
hope aunty annie's health condition will get better..
im gonna miss the maid oso! she's so nice and funny! =)

their laughter & tears, the screaming and shouting, their sheepish/cheeky smile, their mischiveous/funny faces, the blur/bright looks, hugs and kisses from them... these children brings me joy & happiness.. their smile makes my day whenever i feel tired n reluctant after school w/o fail..
i feel sad to leave my colleagues too..
be it the present staff, rachel, tara, wendy and kai...
or those who have already left, monica,nareeni, yvonne,elisabeth,minghui,andy,abel, kangjie,ummu,celeste,akram,jasmine,sinba, ida, esmond...
they are a bunch of wonderful colleagues to work wif... i've learnt a lot from them..
1 yr 5 months in cookie & monkey has been crazy and enjoyable..
thank you all for making my experience here a memorable one..

i'll never forget the boss and lady boss too.. mr nami & mrs nika!
thank you for all ur guidence and forgivingness!

hope my dear old working partner, tara, can pull through this difficult time...
thank you tara, we can see the hardwork and sacrifices that u've contribute to C&M..
i really appreciate for those things that u've done for us.. its fun workin wif u, now that i have to leave C&M for school, i'll b missing those days when we work during weekends together.. when we talk rubbish together.. when we share jokes and gossips together.. when we have to stand those unreasonable nasty customer's behaviour together..

blazing sun/big droplets of sweat/nasty parents/smelly drain/dirty horsey/heavy thunder rain/bulky poles/slacky securities at the play court/starbucks/carls junior/smell of cigarette & BBQ/OCBC/UOB/POSB/HSBC/BANQUET/seah im market/long john silvers/Fjord/KAPPA/ 7-eleven/staff of MASSAGE TODAY.... i shall bring all these bits and pieces of memories that i've spend in vivo wif me for life.. =)

i mayb coming back to help out if im free though! =D

HELLO to exam!!!!
hais...
dunno wad to say...
i dun hav the confidence to pass again...
mayb im not the material to study..
mayb im jus plain stupid thats all..
mayb i need more time to digest the module..
mayb i shouldnt have come to SIM..
mayb.. mayb..
i dunno wad the future holds...

dumbass..

A day in Kids Lounge...

I bought a fan for Wendy!
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TADAAH!

Cute hor? this is e spoil one.. was so excited when i bought it lo..

den realise the fan cannot be switched off after i've put in the batteries.. sian..

receipt says " ALL GOODS SOLD ARE NOT EXCHANGABLE AND REFUNDABLE" !!!

STILL, i went back to minitoons to try my luck and see if they allow me to change it..

this fan is not cheap lo.. i bought batteries somemore.. SONY batteries leh.. BRANDED ONE AH!! dun play play.. haha..

luckily the person allow me to change it..

SEE!

can on and off one! =D

yea, wendy can use this to cool herself when she work in the zoo le...
WENDY 加油！！！

then wendy bought me this!

never drink before.. but not bad la..

1st time she buy me drink wor! haha..

Before handing him to his new owner....



happily flying all over~

OH! Wait a min! wad is this??! (his 1st time encountering a christmas tree.. sua gu monkey~)


this is jingle tree..

this is jingle star...

这。。。这不就是传说中的.. jingle bell 吗?!!

这是。。。什么？！

yx: this is my statistics lecture notes.. u know mah?!can teach me not?? =D

sua gu monkey: er... erm, no thanks. my math not good eh! paiseh ah!

yx: eh! me too! hais... (落魄)

ah! i saw this when i come for work this afternoon..

think is bought by our new boss..

this is a deer..
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this is a horse..

LOL!

so funny looking! the deer looks like a horse to me and the horse is a "ba gay" hahaha...

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tml will be a busy day at work...

2nd last day le... sian... cant work wif old colleague tml.. =(

need to train new staff tml...

hope she can tahan this job... =)

Arugh~! exams are coming but why am i still feeling so restless?!!

cannot b like this le!! buck up yixian!

神啊！请点燃我的斗志，给我力量吧！！！

Im counting down...

woohoo~ today and tml is my off day~ this sunday will be my last day at work in Cookie & Monkey!!!

yea~ no work= more time = more sleep = more revision = more concentration?? = no income! T.T

haiya!

dun think abt the bad! think abt the good!

haha....

On monday....

reached workplace at 1 plus even when i only need to start wrk at 3...

cos Tara msged me say Monica is sacked by our DEAR NEW MANAGER, MR CLEMENCE!

how can he do this???! 死秃头佬。。。

but anyway, good for monica oso, since this baldie is so bad and sacarstic, it's better to leave early...

if not he'll sure to chase after monica every night over the poor sales in suntec..

stupid baldie, been here for merely a week, dare to complain abt the sales...

most irritating fact is, HE HAS NEVER COME DOWN TO SUNTEC FOR ONCE TO TAKE A LOOK AT THE KIND OF CROWD WE GET DURING WEEKDAYS!

keep pinpointing at monica...

come to think of that, monica actually requested to resign sometime ago.. so wasnt sacked!

gonna miss her so much!

Tara told me somemore nasty things that baldie have done...

i am disgusted wif wad i heard...

he's really too much...

to baldie: we ride the horses more than u do.

we push the horses more than u do.

we fix the horses more than u do.

so, pls STOP threatening our staff here, get off ur seat and start to make things work!

Tara sacrifices so much for Cookie Monkey, she DOESN'T DESERVE all these shit.

i tot someone said he's gonna do this n that and help tara to manage the company during the last meeting? But no leh, all we see is him moving his lips, telling our staff off, pushing blame and task to others.. no action is done?

OH~~ Tara told me he's using her as 替死鬼 wor... 高招高招！

这个世界好黑暗，人心好险恶，好恐怖喔~！o.O

Tara is leaving b4 the year ends..

monica is gone..

rachel is leaving in mid dec..

im leaving on this coming sunday, might b going back during holiday to help tara though..

left kai n wendy le...

kai is goin to get sack soon...

wendy! hais, got to stay here for another 1 yr 6 mths b4 she can go back to china...

we'll gonna visit her in zoo after we left! WENDY, 加油!!

This boy from uk gave me this when he's in the lounge ytd lo!!
angmoh boy somemore leh!
give me a shy look when i thanked him wor!! haha.. so funny..
His name is Joshua! 3 years old only!! so sweet hor??!
but of cos, this is from our lounge la.. haha..
没想到我的第一次竟然献给了他！哈哈哈！！！=D

Gonna miss all these kids after i leave Cookie Monkey...
haiz..

MUMMY!!! IT'S OVER!

Presentation is over... finally~ phew~
I got a B~~ :DDD (typed by TRIXIELIAO) :3
haha.. yea~
da jia xin ku le!
we can at least have time to do our own revision le... T.T
jia you jia you....
hope can pass this sem smoothly.....
hope la.... pls la...

眼睛睁不开~

我好累啊。。好累啊。。好累好累啊~
累啊累啊累啊累啊累啊累啊累啊累啊累啊！！！！！
i need more time to sleep!!! more time to revise!!!
can i have 48 hrs a day pls...?

hello~

In school com lab now...
waiting for trixie to come so we can discuss wad to work on for our slides..
presentation on this comin fri!!!
hope everything will b ok...
agar agar planned out wad to put in our slides already..
stats due on wed!!
busy busy busy...
I KILLED A COCKROACH YESTERDAY NIGHT!!!
or is it a fly? dunno la... looks lik a cockroach to me...
而弥陀佛。。。

bye bye~

怎么会这样？

姑丈走了。。。
好震惊啊。。。
表哥表姐别难过。。。
希望姑丈在天国会过得好。。。

不要身在福中不知福哦！

人往往多只看见自己所没有的而去羡慕别人所拥有的。

其实自己拥有的却极可能是他人所想要，但又遥不可及的！

我要珍惜自己身边的每一个人、事、物。

好好的爱惜生命，学会舍得。

今天有个值得我去深思的哲理了~ ^___^ V

我好累

真的累了。。。
不想放弃。。。尽管我的意志力一天一天的被恶魔慢慢的啃掉，然后吞咽进肚子里。。。
要积极乐观点！

希望如此。。。。。

爱 爱 爱

**爱情是台风，哗啦啦的吹来了，吹的人站也站不稳，然后台风过去，人则湿淋淋的像呆子，站在倒的路树、刮下来的破招牌旁，面对淹过水的房子不知从何收拾起。


**我相信生命中最重要的反省便是，[ 如果我早点知道 ]。偏偏非得走过相当程度不知所措的人生，才体会得出什么是 [如果我早点知道]，体会出来时我会怎样？我想我会说，操他妈的，为什么不能早点知道。人生捧着沙子，两只手掌合在一起的捧住堆的很高的沙子，看沙子从指缝间漏走，很爽，却不知道什么时候沙子几乎全漏光，人生又空空如也的拍拍手掌走了？


**爱情居然能让人没有预警的说发作就发作，它自有其其生存了几万年的理由。



~张国立，[十七岁，爽！]

Maya & Me

*During afternoon, inside the Kids Loungue...

Me: Maya...

Maya: (respond innocently) Hmm?

Me: You got no school today? How come you're not in school?

Maya: Orh, cos i like ka-kar so i come here and didnt go to school lor!

Me: O.o !!!

Haiyo~ kids nowadays ah... really good in sweet talk eh! Like tat oso can one meh??!
haha... But Maya is really cute n obedient la! =)

*After Work...

Was rushing lik hell after work! Cos gina, joven, judy n kexin was already at bugis waiting for me long ago! So sorry gals, din expect the gathering to b tat early... Paiseh paiseh...
Anyway, the gathering was quite fun.. not tat kinda fun, but as in all of us can spend some time together to update each other n plan the next outing...
And also... THANK YOU FOR THE BIRTHDAY PRESENT PEOPLE! The top is really nice, hope to wear it soon! ^__^


有谁了解我？

最后决定

最终决定：继续在SIM就读。
成绩出来时 情绪是凌乱与不安的
三科科目不及格 不是闹着玩的
其实考得好不好 及不及格 自己早以心里有数
这个学期 真的很累
工作时间 多过读书 更别说是温习
有个想法这时在我脑海里不禁闪过

放弃吧！ 你每一碰到数字就会死得很惨，读得那么辛苦，何必勉强自己读呢？
倒不去读一些你比较在行的， 酱就不必常担心自己考得会不会及格，而是考得好不好了。。。

嗯 有些道理
于是问了好些人的意见
有的支持 有的反对
当时的我 很彷徨
我知道他人的意见只能供自己参考 决不能让它左右自己的决定
因为，
这是我的人生
我的人生，我自己负责

差点就办停学手续了。。。
庆幸那封电邮没有顺利地被寄出 =）

我真的很想修读中文媒体系
喜爱中文的我 对媒体运作存着些些好奇心的我 从小到大和数字八字不和的我
对这个科系抱着很大的期盼与希望
中文 媒体 这不就是个完美组合吗？
中文令我开心 中文令我兴奋
我爱中文！

但，我问自己：
就这样离开了吗? 以前放弃了一次机会，这次还要吗？我这样是不是很懦弱，很不坚强？
十九岁的我在人生的道路上还有多长的路必须要走？
我已过渡了十九年的人生
在人生的道路上 我到底又学到了多少人生的道理 交了什么样的成绩单给自己？
有些不甘心，的确。

昨天在巴士上经过了学院
经过了学院外的巴士站 经过了学院外的常常道路 回想到了自己过往的半年学校生活。。。
我终于决定了---- 给自己多一个机会。

再来一次吧！
这次诺及格就继续读下去，如果有不及格就去报读中文媒体系，或朝其他自己比较有兴趣的地方发展。

终于到一个段落了。。。
要加油哦！^__^ V

Results Coming Out Soon!!!

tsk..tsk..tsk..
another few more hours to the release of sem 2 results..
results will b posted out after 5pm!!!
aiyo, din update myself lately wif the sch's student portal..
was damn relieved n shocked when i saw my grades..
den to my horror, i realised tat those grades are from sem 1 de lor!

我的天~ T.T

吓到~ O.o!!!

i somehow know wads my grade for this sem gonna b like..
surely to fail 2 subjects--- financial accounting/statistics
really have no idea what was i doin during both papers...
i dun spend much time revising ya know???!
work la! keep working... till no concentration, cant focus in class..
thanks to my indecisive-ness! shld have quitted the job loong ago..shld b more firmed when i say i wanna quit! humph~~~! T.T

going out soon wif my sis..
worry results later, after 5pm!

shall end here wif one word--

烦

wah! its ur birthday lah!

time check: 2:03am
its monday~ my birthday.. my 19 years old birthday!
this is my 1st blog entry, happy birthday to me.. =)
hmm.. thinkin back, i cant recall a single crazy or great stuff ive accomplished in my last 18 years.. perharps gettin into SIM? its not easy to save up so much within less then a year to get into SIM k.. ahahaha..
been busyin workin n studyin for the past one yr.. but i still feel empty inside..

空。

空虚。
因为生活过的不充实，所以感觉 空虚，不踏实。
我讨厌这种感觉。
突然间变成了十九岁的我，猛然发觉，原来自己在过着没有生活的生活。
好久没有真正的做着自己想做的事。
我，想要过生活。过我自己得生活。
可以吗？

每一年从朋友身上所得到的生日祝福，对我来说是一种无发形容感动。
那是种比吃了十碗饭或者睡了三天的觉又或者瘦了五公斤来的开心呦！
朋友们，谢谢你。。。
在你们的身上我得到/学到了很多很多。。
是真的。

今天我十九岁！YA!